How it Feels

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This song is about when I was in the mindset of always wanting to be good, and as the Christian church says a lot, I wanted to avoid temptations and be the most wholesome version of myself I could be. Problem is, because of this mindset I learned, I felt like I wasn't doing enough for God, or just wasn't enough. Here ya go!

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Lyrics

do not doubt i love the sun

but it's hurting my skin

i just hope this fever don't

find it's way within

am i bad to want a friend

in this time alone

just to make my problems end

why am i selfish again

it's a mess

all the thoughts inside

please clean this

and just tell me how it feels

to be free

open up my heart to see

all the plans you've made

and then someday just maybe

i won't be too late

take temptation out my mind

put good in my bones

teach me to be humble, kind

i just want to know

it's a mess

all the thoughts inside

please clean this

and just tell me how it feels

(if you're seeking you will find it)

to be free

(no doors are closed, it's time to come home)

how it feels

(if you're seeking you will find Him)

to be free

(no doors are closed, it's time to come home)